Day 165: Suicidal by Diana m Jordan 💙

I have been suicidal
I have felt that calming cut on the wrist
That made the pain inside not exist
I saw so much pain in this world
Ignored all the joy
I was consumed by much darkness
I missed the light
I have wondered why we live , just
So we can die
And questioned God’s role in our life
Until I found my savior Christ
And now I am proud to say
I never will commit suicide
Because I live for myself
So for myself I won’t ever die