30 by Diana M Jordan ♥️

I’m turning 30
Do I have any regrets
Not really
Would I relive any days again
Probably not
Do I find it weird
That im still weird
Do I find it upsurd
That I’m still awkward
I never grew out of that quirky, goofy phase
Still haven’t experienced my best days
That actually brings me hope
And strengthens my faith
Because each year I leave behind
I lose something
More often than not I lose someone
And yet I feel God is on to something
Slowly but surely
Sculpting this better me
This kinder me
This wiser me
This smoother me
This bolder me
This braver me
That will smile in spite of the hate I see
That will cry with joy when I should cry for pain
And give the Lord my entire praise
Not being afraid to have the fear of the Lord
Not being afraid to be a slave to the Lord
Not being afraid to say
I’m no feminist
I’m not Democrat
I’m no Republican
I’m no religious , scholar Pharisee ,
The church I belong to can’t fit into just one building
I don’t represent anyone but the Lord
As I step into the same age my savior was when He stepped into the most important minsitry of His earthly life
The moment He began to walk not as Jesus from Nazareth
But Jesus the Christ
And that means something to me
What He accomplished in 3 years
God I pray for that same work in me
For that same determination
That same discernment and flexibility
That same team , and I pray in advance for a merciful , thankful forgiving heart for any Judas that will play the part .
Yes Lord , I’m turning 30
In exactly one week
The 20s will be behind me
Am I thankful for my life thus far
Yes completely
Will I continue to zealously serve the Lord
Yes Faithfully ❤️
Do I have any regrets
No not really
Every choice , every right every left
Every broken heart , every promise
Every enemy , every friend
Led me to this moment
Led me to my salvation ,
Joy and never ending peace
That I am never letting go of in my
30’s