Beloveds, it has been such a long time since I last wrote a post. I have been writing psalms, and hymns and spiritual songs but I have not been posting any of that. It is the new year according to my country and the calendar system , though according to the biblical system new years would be march. It actually doesn’t feel like a new year , nor a new decade. But it does feel like a New Season. Just a few weeks ago , I was praying to the Most High for mission opportunities as I am writing this, there are a couple of options that have presented themselves and now I am praying for the Lord to confirm  or deny them.

So much has changed since my last post , The last hymn I asked the Lord to not be silent with me and Beloveds, He has not been. The Lord has revealed so much truth , about me about the world, about His word and I am just humbled at the understanding and wisdom He has given me.

When I look back on the last 12 months of my life , I am just so thankful. What God has brought me through is amazing. A year ago I had just moved into apartment in Spain, when I was teaching English abroad.  An Aunt and Uncle passed away both at separate times. I went through some struggles in Spain, but now I can only remember the good! Because of the lack of the presence of the Body of Christ within Spain , I had to cling to the Most High and His word even more and it was amazing. My writing with the time I had being away from my family was doing well too with the novel.  Within this year I moved back home returned to Spain to explore for a month , went on a couple of family vacations, experienced persecution for my faithfulness to the gospel and the truth even though it is against to religious standards. I now understand so much more about Christ and the persecution He experienced, I could never do what He did for me , but now I see , it is not the gentiles of the world that will give the most persecution but actually the religious, modern day Pharisees do exist. So to find the balance of being faithfull to the Lord but still having compassion and mercy for those that have not come to the truth , is what this next season is all about.

I have lost some in my life I thought would be by my side in this walk in Christ. I have gained more peace and more joy and more growth even in the midst of the hurt. I have found myself more and more grateful for those who do love me and support this walk of faith that I am on . I am so grateful for my close knit that loves God and His word and will talk non stop about it with me. I praise the Lord for my family spiritually and physically who love me and support me and are there fore me. I praise the Lord for all of those who pray for me and even for those who have persecuted me because it only makes me more like Christ. And through it all with the help of the Holy Spirit  I have continued to maintain my zeal for the Most High and the His word. As I grow in conviction and correction and comfort, I find myself less and less wanting anything of this world, and just longing for the Lord.

I don’t have a desire in the flesh that contradicts my desire in the spirit. I am truly dead in the flesh so that I am may live in the Spirit of Christ , and it is exhilarating , it is the most wonderful feeling to truly feel the freedom and liberty to love, to love God as He called us to, to love His Son Christ as we ought to , and through the Holy Spirit love Gods people the way He instructs us to. This is love, that goes against the worldly sense of love, this very love that saved us all that are called and answer the call to salvation , this love , is the very love that compels me to want to share the gospel and sound doctrine, how ever I can according to the will of the Father in my life and the purpose He has given me. I pray that we all will come on one accord in our desire to seek the kingdom and have Faith in the Lord to provide.

Because it is when we place all of our trust , in the Lord that we are truly the most obedient !

A quote the Lord placed upon my spirit this year is Proverbs 27:8 As a bird that wandereth from her nest, so is a man that wandereth from his place.

In this new season , on top of my desire to always please the Most High, I pray for the diligence , to stay in my place that He calls me to. To spiritually always be in the Fathers will, and to be consistent in growing in the gifts and talents the Lord has given me, with mission work, traveling , teaching , and especially writing.

I have a few writing projects that will be priority and missions as well. And a big faith to match it and prayerfully exceed. I also will begin to blog weekly as before this time on Fridays, the title will be “ Faithfull Fridays”. The theme will be about being Faithfull according to scripture and the Holy Spirit and Fathers will for my life. I also will be sharing more psalms, hymns, poems and spiritual songs and revelations from the Lord. And get back to my first ministry writing. I pray for growth , diligence, passion. And all good things with this blog for me and for you. And I pray this all in the mighty name of Christ/Yashaya amen♥