Beloveds, it has been a long time since my last post. For various reasons such as traveling and unexpected trials and tribulations. AND I am not much of a computer person so I need to be more diligent with making time to write and then post this bog. This week I determined to write a blog about a poem I had shared with some of those in the body of Christ, weeks ago , titled , ” The Girl Who Lost Everything” , when I shared it , I was nervous it is not my usual type of writing and it was a testimony of what I have experienced , so ofcourse I had two thousand butterflies in my stomach , rather than the thousand butterflies I normally have. It encouraged the brethren , and them being encouraged, encouraged me. I AM the GIRL who LOST everything. ALL of us who walk in the precepts of the bible , came from the world. To gain the wisdom from the bible, we all have had to lose wisdom of the world through fear in the Father in heaven. I want it ALL, everything The Father in heaven has for me. So therefore, I lost everything. Purposely , intentionally , cheerfully and humbly , because I sought the Lord with my WHOLE heart. I am not the only person who has lost everything I am grateful to be in a household and with a body of Christ , a group of those who too choose to lose everything on earth to gain everything in Christ.
But this post is to encourage you and remind you , there is nothing in this world that is more valuable than Christ. Christ is love , He is the word of The Most High , Christ is the gospel , Christ is every commandment, every law, He is the light , the beginning and the end , and our redeemer. Without understanding who He really is , HOW can we truly believe in Him ? If we don’t accept Him as the commandments, we cant accept Him as love , if we don’t accept Him as our redeemer we can not hope to be redeemed , if we don’t accept Him as even just the definitions of above Him and therefore we don’t accept the Father in heaven either , the we don’t accept , for Christ is so much more too, than what is listed above and if we don’t accept Christ, we don’t believe in Him, there for we can not receive salvation.

Why is this relevant to losing everything ? Because , to accept these truths above , we have to deny the false truth the world has given us. The world taught us love is a feeling , but it is an action. It taught us faith is just a belief, but faith without works is dead, faith has power, faith is the foundation of our lives, everyone believes in something , and to truly believe in something , requires a heart change. The world teaches us to accept our sins , but the bible says we must overcome them and endure temptation and that the Lord will give us what we need to endure it. The first step to gaining everything in Christ and pleasing our Father in heaven, is losing every treasure and value, tangibly and mentally in this world.

    And I encourage you and pray for us all  to do it as soon as possible, right now if possible and every day you choose to pick up the precepts and the bible and stand on that make decisions based on those and not the world and fear of what could happen in the world . 

For I too had treasures in this world. I too had fears in this world. I had plans and dreams , and I have talents that could have made every single one of them come true. But I am thankful The Most High wrecked my world. And honestly I asked for it. I invite the dominion of the Most High in my life. I find peace and joy in knowing He is the Author of my salvation. I asked for The Father in heaven to remove every person and everything in my life that hindered me and I still do because it is an everyday decision until we are called back to The Father or Christ returns. And many people , especially my own family don’t understand, some look down on me , do not take me seriously , persecution is real. But so is hope and so is prayer. There are some who even claim to be Christians who say I a too zealous, but I don’t believe that could ever be true, for I spent over twenty years living for myself, and not even half of that time walking in the truth, so I could never be zealous enough, I will gladly thump my bible and use it to cut and hit the attacks of the enemy , I desire to have no opinions outside of the bible. And I pray you choose to lose everything on earth because one thing has never been so sure for me.

This peace I feel even in trials, This joy I obtain even in tribulations, This wisdom and knowledge and understanding that has been given , helps me to navigate this world, being a light and not walk in fear of it , but walk in love , not worldly love that changes and fades but biblical love, heavenly love, the Most Highs love, that is perfect and never fades away. My true treasure is Christ , and the peace from Him , The Holy Spirit and all she teaches me and her comfort, and most of all THE FATHER IN HEAVEN , who is my protector , my provider, He gives me purpose and perfects me daily . And there is nothing more valuable in this life , than this walk with the Father in Christ, to know that as I endure , and in the law delight The Holy Spirit abides, because my endgame is not to be content in this temporary world but to be satisfied for Eternal Life, so I will humbly and gladly be the girl who lost Everything in this world, to gain everything in the kingdom of heaven. Faithfully and Cheerfully with a smile . Ahman 🖤