John 10:22 KJV —

And it was at Jerusalem the feast of the dedication, and it was winter.💙

Oh how relevant 

This precept is 

The Feast of 

Dedication 

Was celebrated in 

The winter 

And right now 

Times feel so cold 

My heart feels so numb 

I need

Your fire to come 

And bring 

Your

comfort ,

Your healing 

In your perfect timing 

And this winter

This timing 

I see so much darkness 

But I am holding on to

The little bit of light 

Within this heart of mine 

The enemies been attacking 

My light He has  been grabbing 

But not without a fight 

And this light 

I won’t let this go 

I know the cost 

It is to you I dedicate my soul 

I know areas I could be better 

I know areas  I could be worse 

I know my blessings 

And I am trying to break each 

And every curse 

That I have inherited 

That I took upon myself 

For I can’t won’t blame

Anyone else 

For those times that I have failed 

And I know in winter 

It is the time to Hibernate 

The time to slow down 

And let the Spirit have her way 

So I’ll take this temporary defeat 

Knowing in the end I’ll have the victory 

For  My Lord sees 

It differently 

He doesn’t see it as a defeat 

For He sees the heart of me 

He knows the reason why I was fighting 

And He knows why I have ceased

For it is Him who directs me 

And I pray He calms this heart in me 

Gives me rest and peace 

Knowing 

If I just endure this winter 

Then comes spring,

So I will retreat 

For 

When Peter had to flee that night 

Thay they took Christ 

It may have seemed a defeat in many eyes 

But it is was the will of The Most High 

For It was not His time 

And 

When many saw Christ hanging upon 

That cross 

They took that as a loss 

But He knew the endgame 

So let people think I’ve lost 

Let people think I am running away 

Let them think I have lost words 

Because I know the endgame 

That is to be perfect one day 

To live for eternity giving you praise 

In the kingdom to come 

Living with righteousness and perfect love 

It is to live in peace right now in 

Trials and tribulations

It is to have joy for no reason 

It is to be sober minded 

In a drunk world 

I may not have walked  a perfect life 

But I will walk perfectly in the word 

Oh Most High , 

Please help me keep this holy perspective 

Especially when it doesn’t make sense 

For we know you see all things 

Let us trust you for what we can not see 

And praise you For what we do 

For I cant see much 

I don’t know much , but I know 

This is true,

The moment I lost hope 

Is the moment I lose the way to you 

So with all the strength I possess 

I am writing this 

Praising you for another day 

Another chance to repent 

Be restored and replenish , 

Oh how relevant 

This precept is 

The Feast of 

Dedication 

Was celebrated in 

The winter 

And right now 

Times feel so cold 

My heart feels so numb 

I need

Your fire to come 

And bring 

comfort 

Your healing 

In your perfect timing 

And this winter

This timing 

I see so much darkness 

But I am holding on to

The little bit of light 

Within this heart of mine 

So that I can be on fire 

And around my heart 

Melt this ice 

And endure this winter time 

Faithfully

💙