Ecclesiasticus 2:1
[1]My son, if thou come to serve the Lord, prepare thy soul for temptation.💕

Asked for Patience(tested) By Dayanah Ahmawanah 💕

I asked for patience
So why am I surprised
I am being tested
Surprised others
Are pushing my buttons
Triggering my emotions
This feeling
Of falling
Is blocking my calling
The enemy wants me to be
Stalling
But I know better than to give in
To this darkness
I wasn’t even angry until
They tried to tell me I was
Didn’t feel lonely
When they left me
But when I have to be in
The mist of these
People who seem to misjudge me I
Feel lonely
I feel detached
Trying to explain myself
I become defensive
Walked in seeking understanding
Left with offenses
I want nothing less than
Peace in my heart
Peace in my head
Peace in the house that I live
The enemy knows this
Uses our weaknesses
To weaken our relationships
I know this yet still I trip
Still I fall
Even though He hasn’t changed his Mo
But I won’t give up
I won’t given in
I will ask for it again
for patience
And still I may be surprised
When I am being tested
But I pray it will surprise me less and less
And I pray for mercy on the ones
Who push my buttons
Trigger my emotions
This feeling
Of falling
Is blocking my calling
The enemy wants me to be
Stalling
But I know better than to given in
To this darkness
I will walk in the light
of Christ
With a fervent Smile
Knowing There is nothing impossible
For The Most High
My Father in heaven ,
Even fixing this mess
In my chest
So
Even if it is just an inch by inch
I will walk with every strength that i possess
And endure this race
Until the very end
Faithfully
💕