Ecclesiasticus 40:27
[27]The fear of the Lord is a fruitful garden, and covereth him above all glory.💕

I have no fear
When I know You are near
Though on the outside
There are messes, trials and tribulations
Inside is fresh and clean
A garden of serenity
Full of your bounty
And mercy
As Your fruits of righteousness
Bloom from me
And fall around the body
With every move I make
Leaving seeds to be planted
In faith by your grace
For the harvest is plenty
But the workers are few
And I pray to stay part of the remmant
That goes to the plow for You
With a heart that is full of cheer
And a spirit full of fear
with a peaceful mind
I come to this garden of light
Though there was a time
I thought I traveled light
No suitcases in my sight so I thought I was alright
No lusts upon my mind
That’s because the inner me
Moved the baggage to back of me
Ive been carrying it on my back
I had been so distracted
I didnt notice that
Heavy load upon my soul
But now I knew
and I was so zealous to let it go
There is no room
For that on this narrow road
So to the Father in heaven
I prayed
And I fasted
And I cried out with supplication
Asking You Father please show me
What is it that I am missing
For I thought I put in the work
But where is the fruit , that should be planted
For the ones produced are not what I had imagined
And You gave me a mirror
Not to see my front but my back
Baggage on my back connected to
Roots burried deep ,
That were dead
And infecting my whole tree
And only You had the tools to save me
It was time for that life saving surgery
But You couldnt force me
I had to humble myself and agree to it
And accept it
That I can be both blessed and broken
And that in order to be mended
And return to a holy condition, I must endure the process of perfection
Allow You to with your Son, the sword of truth and spirit
Cut off off the damage
And heal me and comfort me with Your Holy Spirit
As one, You Alahayam restore me
I am now in recovery
It’s a long and narrow road to eternity
And though my heart looked and felt empty
It was right where You wanted me to be
Clean, and available for You to
Rebuild me
And with your fruit fill me ,
For it is quality over quantity
You broke me down, to nothing
To plant the seeds
And the fruit grows slowly but surely
Through every tribulation and test
They become more abundant with the more that I am patient
And I was more valuable in than moment ,
Than, when , my heart was full of vanity
And I am so grateful You are a God of
Forgiveness and mercy
It is not your unconditional love
But Your laws and commandments,
That preserve me
I praise You for not forsaking me
That You take the time to perfect me
Even after You sacrificed Your Son for me
You didnt stop the work for me
You Alahayam stay working for me
Giving me every opportunity
To live in the spirit
Liberally so I will do the same thing, knowing baptism was just the beginning I wont stop working and
Eating daily Your fruits of righteousness building my life upon your precepts letting my spirit by your word be strengthened
In a contrite spirit of repentance
As I work with cheerful zealous hands
Not giving You ten percent
But all of me ,
Every purpose every dream
You have control
Of everything
Let your faithfull vision lead
I see no other way
But Yours is right for me
Let the fruits of my hands
Show You this very thing
I have no fear
When I know You are near
Though on the outside
There might be messes, trials and tribulations
Inside is fresh and clean
A garden of serenity
Full of your bounty
And mercy
As Your fruits of of righteousness
Bloom from me
And fall around the body
With every move I make
Leaving seeds to be planted
In faith by your grace
For the harvest is plenty
But the workers are few
And I pray to stay part of the remmant
That goes to the plow for You
But let me not forget
The Sabbath,
The rest in You we have it
I would die for You
I will live for You
And I will work for You
Serve but
Also rest in You
Like You command me to
Whatever it is You call me to do
That I will do
With righteous fruit
Humbly
Prayerfully for eternity
Faithfully
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