Ecclesiasticus 4:17-21
[17]For at the first she will walk with him by crooked ways, and bring fear and dread upon him, and torment him with her discipline, until she may trust his soul, and try him by her laws.
[18]Then will she return the straight way unto him, and comfort him, and shew him her secrets.
[19]But if he go wrong, she will forsake him, and give him over to his own ruin.
[20]Observe the opportunity, and beware of evil; and be not ashamed when it concerneth thy soul.
[21]For there is a shame that bringeth sin; and there is a shame which is glory and grace.☺️

You walked with me on
That crooked way
Bringing up fears
Bringing up pain
But all I could remember
Is that the Lord told me to be brave
To call upon His name
To pray in His Sons name
To believe and I shall be saved
So I endured the torment
Of denying my flesh
For it is literally an out of body
Experience
To experience such dread
As You Holy Spirit
Teach me discipline
and how to use the power
Of Christ and walk in truth in the spirit
So daily you try me ,
I pray how I feel, is what You see
That I am fully the Lords
I fully trust Him,
And I pray You trust me
To keep
walking upon the narrow path
And never turn back
As you now bring comfort to my heart
And make it glad
For You have shown me Your secrets
And I have felt much conviction
And for my iniquities so much shame
But now , no longer will I waste
This time of grace
But with the mercy
Of The Most High King
And through Christ
I will use this liberty
To give the Lord the glory
With my testimony
As I
Use this time to grow
In discipline
Listening to You
Holy Spirit
Being grateful for the correction
And chastisement
So I can make the righteous decisions and
Changes
So that You will not forsake me
And give  me over to my own ruin
For I know You are a gift
And I will learn more and more
How to be more appreciative
Being aware of the evil
And not allowing wickedness
Within my heart
So You are happy here
And stay right where You are
Walking with me on this narrow path
For that crooked way, Im never even looking back
As you now bring comfort to my heart
And make it glad
For You have shown me Your secrets
And I pray what I feel is what You (always) see,
That I trust The Most High,
So please trust me
Try me , and be pleased
That I use my liberty to walk in the discipline
You have taught me
Cheerfully
Diligently
Faithfully
💕