Today was one of those days for me where God reminded me through various people, scripture and things . How much He loves me and how much He has done for me and through me.

     I have changed so much, through His light and love. Though now I have genuine joy and abundant peace even through my sufferings, I once had genuine depression and abundant darkness. God changed that. First with the truth and acceptance of Jesus Christ and then with the gift of the holy spirit which daily, corrects and comforts me. It is harder said than done to live this walk of faith, but it is possible. If you just take a hold of His hands and when you can’t see where you are going trust His heart because believe me all things come together for good He hasn’t failed me yet.

     Beloved this next poem, I wrote today as I was thinking of my past. How I had at times felt I was unimportant, insignificant, a burden and even as a believer unworthy. These feelings cause doubt and bitterness and anger and sadness and even eventually numbness. But as I read the word more and more and meditate on God’s word and spend time in His presence, and practice fasting and prayer not out of regulation but of desire and sometimes desperation, often times, out of pleasure. God has removed those feelings and filled the holes with his word that makes me whole.

      The love that I have received from God compels me to love others and to spread His love and truth throughout the world the best way I know how. WRITING.

         And the truth that blows my mind daily is not that how he loves me, but how he has ALWAYS, loved me. From before the earth began, He loved me from before I committed my first sin. He loved me during my life in sin, He loves me in spite of my sin. And He will always love me back to life again. Even though I couldn’t feel His love nor see His love, it was there He waited patiently for me.

            Therefore, because I strive to be like Him as much as I can. I strive to love without any limits. Have forgiveness that is endless and be patient with His beloveds, He waited 21 years for me. That humbles me. And strengthens me to wait alongside those in this world, who have not come unto the truth of the word until He comes. In Jesus name I pray, and in Jesus name I stay. Faithfully. ♥