Day 14: Poem :Searching – By Diana M Jordan
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I am not sure what you are looking for
I don’t know the fanciest words
I don’t have hundreds of bills
I havent mastered temperance
I still have my fair share of sins I do my best to fight my flesh
(But no one is perfect)
I don’t know what you’re searching for
I do my best to be myself
Who happens to be like no one else
Except I’m just like everyone else
Loved by a mighty God
Whos people don’t understand Him
Who’s children don’t respect Him
Who’s enemies keep recruiting
And who’s tribes are all forgotten
And so I’m not sure what your looking for
A girl who walks on water
Who only gives hugs and farts jelliebeans (just kidding )
But for reals what are you looking for a believer of the way to be like
I’ll tell you what I’m like
Daily I wake up and ask God for forgiveness
Daily I wake up in the spirit of repentance
Daily I wake up in grace and joy
Daily I wake up and pray for peace to fill my mind
If you are looking for religion
You have come to the wrong place
I walk in the spirit and I run with Chuck’s in fervent faith
No I can’t show you the Face of Jesus
But I also can’t show you the wind
I can’t tell you when He’s coming back
But you cant tell me Hes not my friend
Because when I was broken He put me back together
Then when I was angry He calmed my heart
When I was lost and confused
He gave me direction and clarity
But I had to seek Him
I had to believe
So I’m not sure what your looking for and
I can’t read your mind
But I’ll tell you what’s on mine
If your feeling like theres this missing piece
And you need something to fill it
That you can’t find in religion
That you can’t find in drugs
That you can’t find in your partner
That you can’t find in the money
Then maybe , just maybe it’s your spirits way of saying
I’m incomplete
And that kind of hole can only be filled with one type of love
The kind from above
That Agape love
Take it from me who was searching in everyone and everything
And found nothing
I came up empty handed
Until I felt His hand upon my shoulders lifting me up in hope
Then His hands leading me home
And then His hands filling my spirit with love , so much love
I feel compelled to love His people
One by one , until it’s gone
but it’s never gone
Because He never stops loving me
And therefore I can never stop loving you
Even if you stop searching
Even if you stop looking
I will love you , still the same
Because that is God’s way.
By Diana M Jordan
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