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Day 14: Poem :Searching – By Diana M Jordan ️

Day 14: Poem :Searching – By Diana M Jordan ❤
I am not sure what you are looking for
I don’t know the fanciest words 
I don’t have hundreds of bills 
I havent mastered temperance 
I still have my fair share of sins I do my best to fight my flesh 
(But no one is perfect)
I don’t know what you’re searching for 
I do my best to be myself 
Who happens to be like no one else
Except I’m just like everyone else 
Loved by a mighty God 
Whos people don’t understand Him 
Who’s children don’t respect Him
Who’s enemies keep recruiting 
And who’s tribes are all forgotten
And so I’m not sure what your looking for 
A girl who walks on water 
Who only gives hugs and farts jelliebeans (just kidding )
But for reals what are you looking for a believer of the way to be like 
I’ll tell you what I’m like 
Daily I wake up and ask God for forgiveness 
Daily I wake up in the spirit of repentance
Daily I wake up in grace and joy
Daily I wake up and pray for peace to fill my mind 
If you are looking for religion 
You have come to the wrong place 
I walk in the spirit and I run with Chuck’s in fervent faith 
No I can’t show you the Face of Jesus 
But I also can’t show you the wind 
I can’t tell you when He’s coming back 
But you cant tell me Hes not my friend 
Because when I was broken He put me back together 
Then when  I was angry He calmed my heart 
When I was lost and confused 
He gave me direction and clarity 
But I had to seek Him 
I had to believe 
So I’m not sure what your looking  for and 
I can’t read your mind 
But I’ll tell you what’s on mine
If your feeling like theres this missing piece
And you need  something to fill it 
That you can’t find in religion 
That you can’t find in drugs 
That you can’t find in  your partner 
That you can’t find in the money 
Then maybe , just maybe it’s your spirits way of saying 
I’m incomplete 
And that kind of hole can only be filled with one type of love 
The kind from above 
That Agape  love 
Take it from me who was searching in everyone and everything 
And found nothing 
I came up empty handed 
Until I felt His hand upon my shoulders lifting me up in hope 
Then His hands leading me home 
And then His hands filling my spirit with love , so much love 
I feel compelled to love His people 
One by one , until it’s gone
 but it’s never gone 
Because He never stops loving me 
And therefore I can never stop loving you 
Even if you stop searching 
Even if you stop looking 
I will love you , still the same 
Because that is God’s way. 
By Diana M Jordan ❤

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